An open letter to my Daugther

I miss my daugther alot it was chaos without seing her for a long time like eight months al- ready. I hope she understand why for the meantime will be separated. I'm trying to process her papers as soon as possible so she can join me here and my life will be complete. Everyday i was thinking what shes been doing, Im longing for her smile, laughter and joy. The way she hugs me cuddle and call me mom. There are sleepless night for me thinking of her if shes ok . And sometimes I'm worried if shes hurt. I spoiled her alot when were together I want to give everything to her coz shes my life. When I feel down before shes my strenght and continue to be strong because I know my daugther needs me. I brougth her up in a wrong time I have her in young age like Im not prepared of everything but I try my very best to brougth her up. Everybody is againts me during my pregnancy because I haven't accomplish anything that time and abortion is not my option. I'm not ashamed of what happen to me even I was pregnant going to school I see people laughing at my back gossiping about me. My family was a very conservative so its a no no being pregnant without getting married. But what should I do it happens I cant kill an innocent one just because of our reputation or my future. One day my daugther will read about my article maybe she will be proud of me and understand me.